Starting a New year!!

2009 is almost here!! OMG!!!

A Blast from the Past!!

Here are some pics from

over the past four years!!

I am looking forward to starting a new year and I am hoping it will be the best so far, we have had some tough years in the five years we've been married, I am looking forward to starting this year with a clean slate and can't wait to see what God has in our future!!!

Jordan will be starting school in August, so that will be both exciting and sad for me, but I know he is ready to start and is so excited!! He says i'm gonna have lots of friends!! so cute! :)

Jesse and I have grown closer, and I know as long as we work on everything as a team and communicate together we are going to have a wonderful year!! I Love you Jesse and Jordan!!! The two cutest boys in the whole world!! :)

Christmas 08

My Sister came down for Christmas this year and it was so fun to have her!! I miss talking and spending time with her, she has really grown up a lot and is such a wonderful person!!

Here are some pics of Christmas and my Birthday, it was a very good day! Jordan was soo cute! I Love that little boy!!

Heres a pic I Love of my cute family on Christmas last year!! We'll see how much wev'e changed from last year to this year in just a couple of days!! Christmas is my favorite holiday! And my birthday! I love looking at our family pictures each year and seeing how much everyone has changed, escpecially Jordan, He is so grown up looking now, no more baby face!!

Another Miracle to our family of three??...

Another Baby... Maybe...

So Jesse and I have been trying for awhile to give Jordan a brother or sister, but so far nothing... I am starting to get worried becuse I have been off the pill for 14 months now and we have been trying for about 8 months. Jesse takes pain meds. to control his back pain from his surgery, so I worry that they are affecting his fertility... I want another one so badly! I put my faith in God that some day in his time he will give us another miracle. But right now I am truly thankful for my beautiful and healthy son that I do have, he is the Joy in my life, he is what keeps me going everyday! And Jesse and I have a cute liutlle family, I can't wait to extend it someday!!

My son turned four! where does time go???

Jordan turned 4 on Oct. 6th, I can not believe my baby is 4 and will be starting school next August! I wish I could just stop time, I always tell him please stop growing up and stay my baby forever and he responds "but mom I can't! I'm not a Baby! " as much as it breaks my heart I know this is what happens.. LoL of course, we have to raise our children into adults. But it's hard because he is my only one right now. We have been trying for another, but so far nothing yet. Jordan will be such a wonderful Big Brother! He adores babies and loves to kiss his cousins Sammy and Alannah. I Love this little Boy so much! He truly makes my heart melt every time he tells me I Love you or "I Wuv You". He is so handsome like his daddy and is going to make such a wonderful husband and father some day! I Love you Jordan!!